mess
We came a long way
I can't seem to find the light of day with you
And that's okay
Said I'd be smoking less, but I like my cigarettes
And I can see you in my head
I can feel you on my chest
Wish I wasn't so depressed
Yeah, I'm such a fucking mess
I count the days of my life
Pretty dress, evil mind
Do I care? I don't mind
The time is ticking in my head
Enjoy the time that you got left
Feel the beauty in your chest
And I can't explain, why I am the way I am
I wish I wasn't in my head
We came a long way
I can't seem to find the light of day with you
And that's okay
Said I'd be smoking less, but I like my cigarettes
And I can see you in my head
I can feel you on my chest
Wish I wasn't so depressed
Yeah, I'm such a fucking mess