Gum Wrapper Hearts

My mind's racing in circles like a Mario Kart track
I know I want you, but then I said I had to get back
That you saw me again, and those feelings did lack
All the shit we did and said, it didn't mean jack
Played by the motherfucka', who wanted me first and
Now I'm left in the dirt, feeling all hurt and
When I try and remember the past, it's all a blur
And yeah I'm happy you were my first
But this shit ended for the worse
I remember those gum wrapper hearts you used to make me
You're my favorite color, like the color on a tree and
I kept all those hearts until I had to mess it up
I threw them away because I thought I found love
And now I want you back but you're way too above
It feels like my heart got punched by a glove
I don't even know if I love you anymore
And it sucks cause you were the one I used to adore