Absence

Help me, I'm a pain
Drew myself to blame
For all the winds and storms tonight
I owe an apology for when you were hurting me
I kept it to myself

How far can you go
Before you hit the floor
And wait for someone to appear for you
How long will it take
For you to navigate
Through all the fears you have
Surrounding all your brain

I feel like a martian now
Trying to talk above the loud
Opinions that pick on me
And I'm not the sensitive one
I've hated what I've become
I don't know who to believe

How far can you go
Before you hit the floor
And wait for someone to appear for you
How long will it take
For you to navigate
Through all the fears you have
Surrounding all your brain

And when you're feeling lost
It's always at a cost
How do you not think of that
Before you spend your tears
I've heard this a billion times
Given up on being kind
The meanings lost because it repeats itself again

How far can you go
Before you hit the floor
And wait for someone to appear for you
How long will it take
For you to navigate
Through all the fears you have
Surrounding all your brain

And when I think of you
I think of your silent tears
It reminds me of myself and the absence that it gives
What goes on in your mind
No one dares to look inside
Your assumptions pay no use
But to only your desires