Lotus

They don't really like it when I got an attitude
When I’m quiet to myself they think I’m rude
Zoning out in the middle of the room
Hate it real bad when they all just assume
I’m just in my bag
Keep it real cool stay down just relax
Asking why I won’t react I just sit back and listen
All I needed was a little more direction
Look in the mirror but I can’t see no reflection
Combing my brain thinking what am I missing?
What am I missing?
Dumb it down so that they can get the jist
And understand when I’m feeling just like this
Who gon hold it down when I’m on the defense
There I go again, up down up down up

Up down up down up

Who gon hold it down when I’m on the defense
when I’m and I’m feeling just like this
Hate it when I'm down
Is it something worth saving?
I don't wanna start again
Was all of it for nothing?
Once you caught on again
Only one to care
Falling once again, again