Understand

I’ve been trapped inside a cell except the prison is a structure of my brain
I got a monster deep inside me breaking loose that can’t be tamed
And there’s a bomb inside my mental with a clock that ticks away
When it explodes I hope you’ve had the time to pray
I will mask you with the darkness and the sorrow
I’ll inflict you with the pain that makes me hollow
And suffocate with the hate that I’ve been giving that put me inside this prison
It’s a pill that I swear you don’t wanna swallow
And you don’t even know that it will eat you
It pins you to the floor as it defeats you
And it will leave you wanting more with such a hunger guaranteed it pulls you under
To the point there isn’t anything beneath you

Somebody help me understand
Cause I don’t know what’s running through my mind everyday I feel I’m running outta time
It’s been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me but I don’t think there’s any saving me
Somebody help me understand
Cause I don’t know what’s running through my mind everyday I feel I’m running outta time
It’s been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me but I don’t thinks there’s any saving me

Tell me what do you expect of me
Tryna gather my thoughts all collectively
I’m at war with myself and I’m losing energy
I swear these demons inside will be the death of me
What’s left of me
I’m sitting all alone with the writings on the wall
I can feel em caving in I got no one left to call
It’s a battle I can’t win plus they’ld rather see me fall
I’m at the point of no return do I even care at all
Feeling so alone all I do is play pretend
The smiles that you see is just the mask I’m living in
I’m haunted my past I swear there’s no escaping it
No there’s no erasing it

Somebody help me understand
Cause I don’t know what’s running through my mind everyday I feel I’m running outta time
It’s been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me but I don’t think there’s any saving me
Somebody help me understand
Cause I don’t know what’s running through my mind everyday I feel I’m running outta time
It’s been getting outta hand
I need someone to pray for me but I don’t thinks there’s any saving me