Dopamine

Depression is an emotion as old as mankind
Perhaps this is a reason
Why we sometimes fail to look at it
As a disease
Which it often is
My eyes are filled with blood
My tears are thick as mud
We fall as we grow older
And panic curls up closer
I get anxiety
As i make my way home
I scream out loud
But no one seems to listen
I scream for help
But no one cares at all
And i see
Shadows in my mind
They're haunting me tonight
They are taunting me
Killing me
Slowly
I miss dopamine
Miss normal dreams
Where i laugh and smile
It was better times
I had a better life
I miss the better me
Can't you see
I was happy baby
I was happy baby
When i had
Dopamine and better sleep
Dopamine and normal dreams
I was happy
I was happy back then
Yeah i miss
Dopamine
Miss normal dreams
Where i laugh and smile
It was better times
I can't even cry
No i can't even cry
I wasn't numb
I wasn't numb back then
Wasn't numb back then
And i miss dopamine
Miss normal dreams
Where i laugh and smile
Now i can't even fucking cry