Invisible

[Verse]
Struggling, everyone knows
Yeah
God, I feel like I'm a ghost
Yeah
No cares in the world when that shit up my nose
I'm a Shepard that was born in a black sheep coat
Can't tell if I love or hate being alone, but I don't get to choose Either way, I'm a joke
Abandoned by all of my friends, and I hope when I die, this'll finally end
Too late to go try again
People still tell me I'm blessed
Tell me how that makes sense
So many things wrong with me
Fuck I'm a mess
I'm incomplete, invisible, know the rest
No grandpa, I'm not happy to see you
Maybe you put down the bottle for once, I can meet you
Never gonna quit, shit I guess well me too
I got your genes, how you bleed, I bleed too
One of a kind, don't no one understand me
Said it once already, yeah, I'm still a black sheep
Speeding down 60 with a body in my backseat
Taking medicine the only way I can sleep