I Told You I Was Sick. (feat. Freshmanprodigy)

Clinging to my body heat in a rather warm room
My skin is a casket and my shoes are a tomb
My hair is getting thinner and sadly so am I
Tell my friends that i'm sorry that i want to die

There's a ghost in the upstairs bedroom and she looks like me
I rebuild bone by bone, barren wasteland of teeth
I don't recognize these cold dead eyes
My lips still taste of war from this battleground inside

I say i'm sick, you say i'm beautiful
I say i'm starving, you think that I am full
Ask you for help and you say I don't need it
You ask me for tactics, rehearse and repeat it
Oh "i just work out a lot"
Things are not what they seem
I say you don't need this kind of lifestyle
Why can't I say the same thing to me

I rip things apart just to prove that they can break
I love to tear apart for its own sake
Frankly, my dear, you're not safe in my hands
Why can't you just understand

I say i'm sick, you say i'm beautiful
I say i'm starving, you think that I am full
Ask you for help and you say I don't need it
You ask me for tactics, rehearse and repeat it
Oh "I just work out a lot"
Things are not what they seem
I say you don't need this kind of lifestyle
Why can't I say the same thing to me

I say you don't need this kind of lifestyle
Why can't I say the same thing to me