Grey Skiez

[Chorus: SCUM]
Fake smiles, all lies, ain't no sunshine
Grey skiez, demise lies ahead
Disguised but my eyes tell I'm not fine
Realize I'll be glad when I'm dead
Feel my head's on the brink of exploding
Always sad feeling bad all the time
You can trust I'ma drink 'til I'm loaded
Hell awaits so I must fall in line

[Verse 1: SCUM]
You gotta fake it 'til you make it, that is how the saying goes
But there are those that never crossed the finish line that never chose to be involved in a masquerade
Don't wear a mask and never blink
When they just wanna see you smile and care less about what you think
Hey what you know it must be sold for the illusion of happiness to hide the mess that I am in
I let it go and started waiting the conclusion of another battle in a war I cannot win
Hey fuck that!
I no longer wanna play along or to pretend I understand just what the fuck is going on
And I don't wanna wear a mask and I don't wanna show my teeth
There ain't a thing to smile about without no hope and no belief
And anything that might improve my situation
Anticipation of the end is all I got
So I'm about to speak without reservation
On everything, should bite my tongue but I'd rather not

[Chorus: SCUM]
Fake smiles, all lies, ain't no sunshine
Grey skiez, demise lies ahead
Disguised but my eyes tell I'm not fine
Realize I'll be glad when I'm dead
Feel my head's on the brink of exploding
Always sad feeling bad all the time
You can trust I'ma drink 'til I'm loaded
Hell awaits so I must fall in line

[Verse 2: SCUM]
Should I care and would I dare to lose my armor as I try to show them all just how I feel and keep it real, let go of the lie
And how would I explain the change when I peel the curtain back a bit?
Would I be acting hella strange in a world where I no longer fit?
And with the so-called "normal people" would they shun me?
The first to go and throw a rock is getting rocked
Would they exile me from they city would they gun me down in the middle of the street
I would not be shocked if I refused to wear my mask and just like how it is now
Would be asked to fucking leave like in a quarantine
This world is overran by lies that spread like a disease
How is anyone remaining sane? And there is no vaccine
For being fake like all your blame while balling on a budget
Or like that ring you gave the bitch that you don't love at all
My life is sin but be insane before you go to judge it
Nobody else can have that right that's not above it all

[Chorus: SCUM]
Fake smiles, all lies, ain't no sunshine
Grey skiez, demise lies ahead
Disguised but my eyes tell I'm not fine
Realize I'll be glad when I'm dead
Feel my head's on the brink of exploding
Always sad feeling bad all the time
You can trust I'ma drink 'til I'm loaded
Hell awaits so I must fall in line