Civil War
I don't feel safe inside my head
I just keep thinking what if I was dead
There's nothing left to give
Wondering why I choose to live
Get my fix from things that don't fix me
Failing to block out this insanity
If I could start anew
I would never see this through
I slipped and fell into the bottom of a well
Lost myself as I wondered through the caves of my mind
My screams haunt me as they echo through the night
No light at the end of this tunnel I'm just running blind
I just feel so down and out
Like nothing will ever help
I am shadowed by the fear that always follows me
Need to get away so I can find some relief
Don't want to be stuck in this position anymore
Tired of fighting in this never ending civil war
I slipped and fell into the bottom of a well
Lost myself as I wondered through the caves of my mind
My screams haunt me as they echo through the night
No light at the end of this tunnel I'm just running blind
Can't find a way out of the dark
Watch it consume your precious heart
No escape from the prison in your mind
Your hourglass has run out of time