The Nothingness

Let's go
I've had enough I'm done with this I don't want to be here anymore
I'm giving up I'm going down pull me up or lock the door
I don't even know how to be myself maybe I should just be someone else
This life is pain this life is hell feels like I'm living in a prison cell

Terrorized by evil thoughts that plague my mind just set me free
Empty eyes that look right through they penetrate you don't look at me
My life means nothing to me anymore just dig a hole
I feel the nothingness consuming me it's everything to me

Every step I take whether forward or back is in the wrong direction
With every dying breath the air feels heavy constant suffocation
Bones breaking bearing the weight of collected doubt
Need things to rearrange come together and be figured out

Terrorized by evil thoughts that plague my mind just set me free
Empty eyes that look right through they penetrate you don't look at me
My life means nothing to me anymore just dig a hole
I feel the nothingness consuming me it's everything to me

It's taking over my life
It's sharpening the knife
My life suffocates
The flood broke the gates
Deadly pain penetrates
I need to escape