​up2nothing

And since I feel worthless
I can't stop calling
I know I’m not priceless, you know I love it
Had to do something, had to feel something
Just to fall in love, now I'm up to nothing

Swear I keep trying but I don't change
And I keep fiending for your taste
I was tryna quit but I did it again
But it’s all this same, fuck, this never ends
Lying to myself like I'm sorry
Baby, can you please just stop me?
It was too real and it got bad
I was trying to get out but I came back

And since I feel worthless
I can't stop calling
I know I'm not priceless, you know I love it
Had to do something, had to feel something
Just to fall in love, now I'm up to nothing

Up to nothing, high on something
Steady fucking, high all summer
Put me on the floor of my room
In the psych ward all june
But you know that I been falling without you
Angels calling on my line
I been up for three days
I will not make it through the night

And since I feel worthless
I can't stop calling
I know I'm not priceless, you know I love it
Had to do something, had to feel something
Just to fall in love, now I'm up to nothing

I had ice inside my veins and
I was feeling like a god
And if I could undo it all
I don’t think that I would stop
And they say they want me dead
But now they never pulling up
Bae I had you on my mind
And I’m never growing up

And since I feel worthless
I can't stop calling
I know I’m not priceless, you know I love it
Had to do something, had to feel something
Just to fall in love, now I'm up to nothing