My White T-Shirt Is Stained

I feel drained
And everything
Feels the same
I'm not okay
And I'm not
Someone your parents
would like to meet
I'm empty
I'm dirty

And I don't care
What you have to say
I've heard you say it a million times anyways
And I don't feel
The way that you say I do
You never knew who I was but I don't wanna put that on you

No it's not on you

I feel deprived
I feel I'm lacking
Something but I don't know what exactly it may be
Maybe it's stress
Maybe it's anxiety
But I'm tired of feeling like there's a monster ripping up the insides of me

And I don't care
What you have to say
I've heard you say it a million times anyways
And I don't feel
The way that you say I do
You never knew who I was but I don't wanna put that on you

Don't cry
Don't wine
Drink up
And puke the next night
Don't cry
Don't wine
Drink up
And puke the next night
Don't cry
Don't wine
Drink up
And puke the next night
Don't cry
Don't wine
Drink up
And puke the next night

And I don't care
What you have to say
I've heard you say it a million times anyways
And I don't feel
The way that you say I do
You never knew who I was but I don't wanna put that on you