Safety

Won't come back uh'
Cause it won't last uh'
You know that's facts uh'
Ain't no changin' all of that shit
Fuck my past uh'
Cause it's my past uh'
And it's been past uh'
Time to change all of that shit
Uh'
Being toxic on purpose
Rollin' up when I'm nervous
Scared to show em' my darkside
When all I show is my surface
Love me when it's convenient
That's a change they won't make
Asking why I'm conceded
After giving out hate
Loving me won't change me
Loving me won't heal
My whole city hates me
Cause I don't fit their realm
Going back on my word
Holding back when I hate
Just know that I mean it
Every time that I say
I love you
Not like I used to
I used to feel an obligation where you failed to
I'm in a different state of mind where I can't share you
I hope you understand the reason I'm too scared to
Maybe I'm lying
Maybe I'm toxic
Maybe I'm hopeless
Maybe it's shocking
Maybe you need me
You won't admit it
I gave you hope when you thought you couldn't get it
Won't come back uh'
Cause it won't last uh'
You know that's facts uh'
Ain't no changin' all of that shit
Fuck my past uh'
Cause it's my past uh'
And it's been past uh'
Time to change all of that shit
Runnin' back baby
19's driving me crazy
Love's been feeling too fatal
And, life's been feeling too wavy
Hold back city
50 poles they too sticky
6 hands they still with me
City knocked off too quickly
Maybe I made mistakes
Maybe I'm filled with hate
Maybe I hate myself
Or maybe I hate my ways
This is not your place
This is not the shit you think
Maybe you should learn your role
It'll probably keep you safe
Funny how the tables turn
Funny how the bridges burn
Funny how the ties get cut
Funny how you meet that curb
Things were never looked my way
Things never were that safe
Life's been moving too sideways
I been trynna' keep faith
I been trynna' keep faith
That don't mean I stay
That don't mean I'm gone
That doesn't mean you're safe