Watercolors Freestyle

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See like I uh'
I personally believe like
If I became the exact same person people were to me
At that point I really think the world would start to burn but shi-
That's really just my opinion though like
I just genuinely hope it don't get to there but I mean like
If it do then fuck it
Shit I don't know
Yea'
Ayy'
I'd never speak on it
I can't figure this shit out and just spent weeks on it
Then I attack myself the moment I feel peace spawning
Trynna' get myself some sleep and then see she's calling
But imma' answer
'Don't care if she's a doctor or a dancer
'This point I just take what I can get just like it's cancer
Because of my profession I surprise em' with my manors
A rapper but the title that they use feels like it's slander
These niggas think they got me
I expect the type of shit y'all niggas written on me
Y'all niggas fold and think it's gold y'all niggas oragami
They say I'm built different with creases all over they bodies
And they believe it fondly
I was gone but got my resurrection
I accepted that my life is filled with imperfection
If you look into my exes it's a good collection
And now the niggas out to get me have a good selection
Wow, and now they probably got a group chat
They probably talk about them spots where I made moves at
Huh, and that's the ugly picture
I made a painting and I swear to God it's getting bigger
And my attachments never leave they only getting thicker
And if I'm honest that's reason why they pull my triggers
Huh, cause' leaving ain't my character
I lost feelings and I swear to God it's scaring her
Yea
And If I move out of this city that I'm used to
Will I be missed or will I lose the bonds I'm glued to
I channel angels I can feel em' when I pass through
And you could feel it when my ass was in that classroom
I'm feeling disconnected
I got text saying my captions always feel directed
She's feeling disrespected
I said I'm feeling reckless
That's the pain from all that energy I'm still investing
And I done told my people stop that
I got a reason why they asking where my locks at
My mind is deeper than them niggas trynna' pop back
My heart is colder than the city that she shops at
I'm on my own and now I found out where they hearts at
You can't find it
That shit's still hiding
Like my sound they got me over edge and think I'm lying
I be praying just so I can have excuses why I'm silent
I guess my mind was right
I wish the time was right
I guess my ad-libs is like saying what my line is like
And now the media is giving TikTok fighting rights
And now I'm on the way to Houston just to lie tonight
But she don't know that
She don't know the times I had her blocked and I still wrote back
I know it won't send so I can say the shit I hold back
My feed just hit the end and I'm too scared to try to scroll back
And I could talk about it
Or I could keep it to myself instead I'm lost without it
They said my music heals but then I'm told I'm soft about it
They second guessed it all before they even thought about it
And then I thought about it
Shit like
I don't even know though
Maybe I'm just overthinking it
Fuck it