Apophenia

I awake to find we're losing sight of who we are
And it's not like we're still inside your tired illusions
So I'll wait in these desperate hours of confusion

Have I wandered too far away
Am I lost inside a maze
The answers will be revealed and it's only a matter of time
So I take the blame and play your game but never thought this was all
For a moment you try to control
I can't say how it's taking the gun away from me

If I stay here and wait inside the silence
If I keep holding my breath
You think I'm drowning and
I already have

So I'll wait to find another tide
Another reason to finally say it and now
It's only a matter of time
So I'll wait in these desperate hours of confusion
I can't say how it's taking the gun away from me