Curtain Call

Mmmmmmm
I tried, but couldn’t keep the upper hand (I tried)
Been livin’ a lie, I wish you could understand (Livin’ a lie)
The rest of my life dedicated to the end (The rest of my life)
As long as I hide, I’ll never break the chains I been tied in
Pain been inside, on my face I been smilin’ (So much pain)
Same kinda days, gettin tired of tryin’
The best year of my life was my worst too (The best year of my life)
I gotta shine, I ain’t sorry if it hurts you
You would give up if you went through what I worked through
I got blood all on my hands, expectations of my brand
Comments and congratulations on my gram
Deals poppin’ on my line but they always underhanded
Damn, did anybody wanna see me ball
I been fallin’ off, I been goin’ through withdrawals
Waitin’ for another win, and when it happens, I’m on
I know I’m comin’ in, ain’t no money, come again
I was down while up, that’s just how it goes
Lost so much, but I learned more
My heart cold but I wish it wasn’t
I’m just sick of the hurt and all the introductions
Ever since they killed my cousin, damn
And I feel like I’m alone
Still tryna make a home in everything everyone want
Been tryna make a name out what everybody think of me
Only thing that I’m afraid of is bein’ less than I can be
I know I’m special, I wasn’t doin all this for the records
But off of the record, damn does it feel good
If it repeated it still would
It ain’t nobody that’s workin as hard as me, outta my body
I’m lookin to God and he told me it’s all on me, until he call on me
I hope you follow me up
Real life
Is all behind the curtain
And all I know for certain
Is nothing can be perfect, ohhhh
Mmmmmmm