Highway

I'm on a highway
It's healthy to cry
But I'm stuck in hell
I don't even know how I'm still sane homeboy
I lie there and cry awake
It's the only way I can anymore though, you know?
Though I'm just a shell

Real talk

[Verse 1: Sevin]
Yeah Yeah Yeah
I'm worn down and poured out just a empty cup
A sick man in quicksand I'm simply stuck
I'm feeling so small
Would it be wrong ya'll to put the pistol on speed dial
And make ya stone call
Why can't I get a grip on my mind
I'm feeling pissed on and pissed off
And it's all the time, yeah
I've lost pretty much everything a man can lose
I've been through wars you wouldn't even put a cannon through
All this agony's enough to break a man in two
His panic room is damaged plus he's manic too
His soul is famished
No one handed him a can of stew
He's allergic to beans
They gave him Spanish food
It's like life doesn't like him
It does it just to spite him
Wish I could take back my past like a busted item
Right now I wanna do anything but exist
Cuz if I ain't in hell, tell me what is this?

[Chorus: Sevin]
I'm on the highway to heaven
But I'm stuck in hell
So I lie there and cry awake
My essence til I'm just a shell

[Verse 2: Sevin]
Yeah Yeah Yeah
I've lost money
Lost friends even lost brothers
Lost my kid's cold heart
No soft cover
Lost love from my wife
Got up off of her
Guess the loss of our faith made us all suffer
I talk to God
I know he still with me
If He was here I wonder if he'd sip this beer with me
I don't even doubt that he'd shed a tear wit me
I know my bro ain't getting out til he's near fifty
Sometimes I feel I'm waiting on the same fate
He caught hell
I'm fishing with the same bait
Get a job, huh
I don't know them tactics
Jump through hoops
I don't know gymnastics
I'm so tired of the madness
I know that I be trippin' when I'm flippin' out
Wildin' like a savage
Life keeps hollin' on the sadness
I'll never forget how it looked
When my homie was smiling in his casket

[Chorus: Sevin]
I'm on the highway to heaven
But I'm stuck in hell
So I lie there and cry awake
I can't stop til I'm just a shell
I'm on the highway to heaven
But I'm stuck in hell
So I lie there and cry awake
My essence til I'm just a shell