Livin'

When I first started this journey of writing this album
All I thought of was just making, you know, good songs
"I want the drums to be like this, and the keys to be like this, and the guitar to be like this,"
And then I came across this title, "Girl Disrupted,"
And I loved it so much
But little did I know that that shit was actually gonna happen to me in life for real
And so here I am, you know, towards the end of finishing my album, creating my album
And then that's where I went through probably the most craziest shit
That I ever went through in my entire life
(Suffer with depression, I suffer with depression)
So this album for me is more than just music, it's more than just music
Love, loyalty, and liberation
Girl Disrupted

I lost a fight with my heart
I lost my way in the dark
On a roller coaster, up and down
But look at me now, look at me now

Got the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy
Hard times in my feelings, suffocating
All of them taking credit, like the made me
I've been waiting on this moment for a long time
And I'mma be damned if I let 'em count me out

And I betting on myself
Oh, I'm living without a care
Gon' sit back and watch 'em stare
Oh, I'm living without a care

Brand new me
I know that you got your eyes on me
So, hey bitch, hey bitch, hey bitch, hey bitch
Back to the stars, miles away in a broken car
I lost my bet tryna find myself
But now I'm back like I never left

I had the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy
Hard times in my feelings, suffocating
All of them taking credit, like the made me
But I've been waiting on this moment for a long time
And I'mma be damned if I let 'em count me out, yeah

And I'm betting on myself
Oh, I'm living without a care
Gon' sit back and watch 'em stare
Oh, I'm living without a care
Oh, living without a care
Oh, I'm living without a care

Brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new me, living without a care
Brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new me, living without a care
Brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new me, living without a care