Sitting Pretty

Sitting pretty in my empty apartment
I’ve been doing alright
Wake up reeling from my manufactured sleep i just wanna hide
He looks just like an angel but he’s a devil in disguise
Sitting pretty in my empty apartment what flaw by design
You were once my everything now i barely know you
I still have your mums wedding ring and our matching tattoos
Through the years i’ve found a number of faces i don’t know which one is mine
Sunny asked which one i use to escape in
I said it changes overtime
I don’t know how far i’ll take this
But i think i’ll start to bleed
Through the years i’ve found a number of faces what an ugly life to lead
I cut off pieces of me
To make you feel better
I threw away my friends whatever
All this time i was one step back
One day we’ll look back on all this bullshit and laugh
I don’t know when that will be i just hope soon i can breathe you’ve run away so many times
Ripped the bandaid off each day you lied
We were cut from the same stone
You were made from my rib bone
You were made from my bones
Sitting pretty in my empty apartment i’ve been waiting for a while you left me broken with my bruises unguarded
You like me better when i smile
I’ve never felt so guilty
Then when you can hear me breathe
Sitting pretty in my empty apartment
Soon i’ll be underneath