The Grey

I can't remember how it started, how it came to be
I just know I couldn't escape you for the life of me
They said this too would pass, and I'd find a brighter day
I just wanted to end the suffering
I became so numb I ran out of things to blame
cnd yet somehow, all this time I let you stay
Stabbing myself with the weapons you gave me
You made me feel rewarded being addicted to the pain

I ran away
I drowned into the grey
You said with your fill you'd give me back my will
But you only wanted me to stay

Every day I long for the things you took from me
Putting me through hell and back just to make me bleed
But little did you know you burned a fire down below
Did no one tell you that you reap what you sow?
I let you take my life away
No longer a fool in vain

I ran away
I drowned into the grey
You said with your fill you'd give me back my will
But I had to push you away

I'll make you suffer all the shit you made me be
I'll suffocate you dead and bury you in hate
Hate

cnd as I'm finished here there's nothing left of you
Just a bleeding empty void the grey will fill
Deafened from the only noise I ever knew
I may get better, I may get worse
But I'll be new

I ran away
I drowned into the grey
You said with your fill you'd give me back my will
But you only wanted me to stay
I ran away
I drowned into the grey
You said with your fill you'd give me back my will
But I had to push you away (push you away)

I'll make you suffer all the shit you made me be
I'll suffocate you dead and bury you in hate