On & On

Always blamed myself from the start
Accidentally put down my guards
Guess I didn't knew, what I'd do
What I put myself through
Had a gut feeling all along
Mama told me always be strong
That's all I ever tried, do it right
All the things that I denied
Everytime I was so small
Every lie that made me feel tall
An illusion
So inconclusive
Ohoho
All the things I made me do
All the things I put myself through
I can't help it
That's how I felt it
I could go on and on and on and on and on
With all the mistakes that I've made
Everytime I played it fake
I could go on and on and on and on and on
So many times I lost myself
Put my own needs on the shelf
I was way to hard on myself
I had nobody to tell
What was on my mind, all the time
Every mountain that I climbed
I was good at playing along
I pretended nothing was wrong
You go through a phase
Give it time give it days
That's all they say
And keep up with the pace
Everytime I was so small
Every lie that made me feel tall
An illusion
So inconclusive
Ohoho
All the things I made me do
All the things I put myself through
I can't help it
That's how I felt it
I could go on and on and on and on and on
With all the mistakes that I've made
Everytime I played it fake
I could go on and on and on and on and on
So many times I lost myself
Put my own needs on the shelf
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