manic.
Back and forth
Tides they change
Take away
Take away
Back and forth, my mind runs in circles
I have no control anymore
They never lived in violent days, they never lived
Up and down with no destination
I have no center anymore
On an upswing, got enough bling
I want to practice what I preach
But it's in the rain
Maybe I'm crazy
Sitting around and being swallowed up by all your needs and worries
While you ring up another one
An addict, you're an addict
Pray the sun obliterates today and makes ya rock hard
Something's scratching my mental, a certain impulse: Apollyon
I'm just trying to stay alive
Je suis déraciné
Arraché à l'appartenance
Trouverai-je jamais l'endroit
Où j'ai un but et du confort
Back and forth, my mind runs in circles
I have no control anymore
The caustic rain, inches per day, collects under the golden tower
In and out, I'm caught in the waves
Is this what my life is now?
They never lived in violent days
But it's in the rain
Maybe I'm crazy
An addict, you're addict
All in your head, walking 'round dead, inside you're a fucking mess
Praying that the end of days will come
What's wrong with you?
(What's wrong with me?)
Mental jail I didn't ask for it to lock me down inside a roller coaster
The theme of this theme park is to keep outsiders out because it is too brutal
(You're alone)
It makes so much sense, it makes so much sense
It makes so much sense, it makes so much sense, it makes so much sense
It doesn't make any sense at all
Fractured revelations ahead
I'm gonna get there
But it's in the rain
Maybe I'm crazy
Sitting around and being
Take the pills, pretend you're healed, and wait for waves to crush you
Something is overflowing under the doors and out into the front yard
Mental jail I didn't ask for it to lock me down inside a roller coaster
The theme of this theme park is to keep outsiders out because it is too brutal
Round and round there's no way out, you best get used to nausea
Down, down, down, only further into the ground
Only further into the ground
I'm getting used to this