Strange Sights in Familiar Places

Turn away, I can never heal you
Deviate, unlatch your hand from mine
You should really just
Lower your expectations of me
Cause I was never made for this place
I'm struggling to keep it in
My heart bleeds
Can we ever go back to when
We naively thought we had a chance
I'm breaking down, I'm bleeding out
Can't stand to see you now, see you now
It's too late, we could never save this
Bend or break, stay out of my way
"Wait, I'm sorry, I didn't mean those things"
Broken pieces repeatedly fractured and glued back in place, but never the same
We repeat this fucking cycle til we're both blue in the face
Tell me how the hell am I ever supposed to feel okay again
When all you ever did was have a lack of self restraint
It's too late to heal and so hard to walk away
But my heart is full of hate
I know the answer
I know the answer
I know the answer
I know the answer
I know the answer to this
I know the answer to this
We accept our broken promises and bury all that's left
If you ever gave a shit then just pretend you never did
You can tell them all I'm broken and I played you til I left
But just remember all the chances that I gave you by the end
If I ever love again I'll put this pen right through my face
All I ever really wanted was a means to coexist
You never played a part in any of the happiness
You're an ugly enigmatic self-aggrandizing piece of shit
Just lower your expectations of me
Cause I was never made for this place
I'm struggling to keep it in
My heart bleeds
Can we ever go back to when
We naively thought we had a chance
I'm breaking down, I'm bleeding out
Can't stand to see you now
And I'm not fucking sorry