Distant Tugboat
I can't do this
I'm too weak
Baiting men with messages
I hope never catch
Anxiety
That'll never unlatch
Getting excited to be excited
But I part the clouds to make me feel clear-sighted
Oh
I've tried to force myself to be strong
So I can start
I know I want this for me
Yet every time it comes up
I see us fall apart
But for nothing we'll fall apart
Anyway
How come I have to change to let you be the same?
I've tried so hard to put myself out there
Tried so hard to be like you
So maybe I can understand
'cause if I'm not like you
Then how can I be with you?