Dead

All these nights alone I spend
It's getting real dark inside my head
Don't know what to do, don't know what to expect
Will I be better off when I am dead?
Still scared to go, I can't leave it all behind
Can't leave this life, no I can't leave it all
Can't leave the friends, no I can't leave the fam
Always been so real, you know I love you all
Don't know how I feel, no I don't understand
Surrounded by love but there's still so much pain
Burn a lil' weed just to make it numb again
Hoping that the lord will give me some strength
I can't cry anymore but the skies can
I can't lie anymore when I am dead
I can't cry anymore but the skies can
I can't lie anymore when I am dead
No I can't lie, gotta make a change
Still gotta try, can't give it all up
No I can't lie, gotta make a change
Still gotta try, can't give it all up
Will you stay by my side till the end?
Will you just tell me that it'll be okay?
I don't wanna worry no more, I don't wanna stress
But I can't control what's going on with me
No I can't control it, I'm running out of time
Might end up in hell, still don't know why
Hope that I don't but have I done enough?
Sinned way too much now I gotta fix up
I can't cry anymore but the skies can
I can't lie anymore when I am dead
I can't cry anymore but the skies can
I can't lie anymore when I am dead