notgonnalie

I'm not good with words
Don't really know when to shut up sometimes
So I bite my nails
Cuz maybe if I eat myself up
You won't realise
(Okay, so basically)
Sometimes I wake up
But I don't really wake up
And the days all melt into this strange dust
Oh wait, that's makeup
And I'm just wondering
If I could fix all of this now
Would I, without a doubt
We're sad but maybe that's what life's about
Feeling like I wanna cry
Feeling like I wanna scream
I can't sleep
Feeling like a waste of time
But honestly, life's a dream
I wanna cry
I wanna cry
I'm having fun
Not gonna lie
I'm gonna cry
I'm gonna cry
I'm having fun
Not gonna lie
I think a lot
Sometimes a bit too much
So I shut my thoughts out
Then I tell myself
D I S A S S O C I A T E now
Please
I wake up but I don't really wake up
And I keep telling myself
You can do this, honey yea
You got this now
I'm not broken
I'm just young and learning
We're sad but maybe that's what life's about
Feeling like I wanna cry
Feeling like I wanna scream
I can't sleep
Feeling like a waste of time
But honestly, life's a dream
Feeling like I wanna cry
Feeling like I wanna scream
I can't sleep
Feeling like a waste of time
But honestly, life's a dream
We're gonna cry
We're gonna cry
We're having fun
Not gonna lie
We're gonna cry
We're gonna cry
We're having fun
Not gonna lie
We're gonna cry
We're gonna cry
We're having fun
Not gonna lie
We're gonna cry
We're gonna cry
We're having fun
Not gonna lie