still trying

I wish I could write just how much I miss you
Everyday passes by just so I can see you
I've been in love with you
And I've been in love with the feelings
I think I might melt
And I just can't focus right now
I look at myself and I can see issues
Problems I've faced for a while
Ignoring these signs
Wish I were right
Wish I were brave enough to pick up a tissue
People stretch out
But I don't make a sound
So I melt away
Melt Away
Don't leave me
Close your eyes
I miss your faces
I miss your voices
Echoing loud
Holding me tight
I hope you're doing alright
It's been way too long
So if you've moved on
Thank you, thank you, thank you
But if you're still here
Promise me you'll hold on
To us
Don't leave me
I'm still trying
Don't leave me
I'm still trying
Find myself up higher
Learn my heart's desire
Find myself inside Her
In the mirror
Wash the rain into fire
Love with my entire
I hope, I hope what I've done
Will someday be enough
I'll love until the moon turns to dust
Don't leave me
I'm still trying
Don't leave me
I'm still trying