Dead or Drunk

I have so much love in my heart, it makes me lonely
With the man I love around, who'd I'd like to hold me
I'm just sitting here looking out that window, so cold
I'm just a choking on those white lies and promises you've told

Oh oh

I'm not giving up no, not just yet
I think I'll get some sleep when I'm dead or drunk

Oh oh

Well I'm not sure if I should go run and hide
The one thing I can say honey, thanks for this lullaby
All I can say is honey this pain makes me feel alive
Oh it makes me feel good, makes me feel good inside

Oh no no

I'm not giving up no, not just yet
I swear I'll get some sleep honey when I'm dead or drunk

Oh no

Like blood that's thicker than water
Well now I'll tip that bottle up
Chug-a-lug, chug-a-lug
I feel so much better
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?