first of the first

Yeah, baby
It's the first of the first
And you know we get our money by the first of the month
So what about the first of the year?
I'm giving my all to this shit
Last year we was popping on the whole globe
But I dedicated myself to the city
So excuse me when I tell you this year I'm just having fun with it
No barriers, new sounds with it
I don't know if you got something to drink
Or you got something to smoke
But right now is the right time
To light it up, to pour it up
To have some fun
I will tell you a little bit about my story, about my coming up
You are invited to listen
Let's go
Yeah, hello world, here is the guy that had your weight on him
Sorry that you had to wait for him
They heard my song across the waves, across the state borders
Now let me introduce myself to the shareholders
To my mama, I'm a kid with a dangerous mind
Ever since my dad rejected me, left me behind
My big brother died a young age, it fucked with my moms
The pain was hurting deep, somehow it was breaking our bond
I got six little siblings, they wanted some love
And when I tried to end me I just could not get it done
We thought about a plan that would get us out of the slums
And when I recorded a verse, my bro was grabbing a gun
His resort was the streets, we both playing with drums
What you know about the crackles when you phoning someone?
We had drugs in our system to kill the empathy
Because where was your empathy when we had no electricity?
Tried to flip lines, sniffed lines
Told moms I'm sober, that's my biggest lie
I was in a downward spiral
Was quitting drugs 'cause I was getting too liable
Tried to resort to the bible
But I didn't found the page where Jesus escaped from the sirens
Put myself together, fuck the drugs 'cause I'm too clever
Without it I'm writing better plus I saw the tears of moms
When my brother was in jail and we cannot pay his bond
He was scratching lyrics on the outside of four walls
Had his first child right when he was coming out
Same time I relapsed and was somewhere writing bars
We both was not at home when my mama got her face punched
My stepdad got away but we promised that he will pay for it
The rest of her life she will have different cheekbones
There's some shit I cannot speak on
But trust me, you can feel this shit everytime I speak and they put a beat on
Even if they still sleep on me
My story is about poverty and fake love
The last time I sobered up was the last time I sobered up, I prayed for it
Met a girl that understood my coming up and cared for it
She a soldier and a boss, know how to give and take orders, hallelujah
But back to my story, without their approval
Had deep depression but I was getting through it
I got anxiety disorders 'cause my dad was a shooter
My therapy sessions cost more than your suits
A masseuse and cocaine from Cuba
We made a song about my fear of dying early and look at us
I would have less streams when my whole country was bumping it
I guess I fumbled and stumbled, lost a lot 'cause of stubborness
And the drugs in my past let me look way more like a junkie
But I feel like we made it, baby, now my ladie's Mercedes
The latest model, might fuck around, turn her to my baby mama
And this shit might be our chance to make it out
Maybe not this year's summer but some years summer
I was receiving a call from Bu, that's Akon's brother
My first thought was: "He mistakes me for someone"
He gave me his respect and even if he was not interested in working with me
Shit a milestone and a step
And that's that
Two hundred million streams on one song, not a discography
If you ask me, sounds like I was blessed
And that's that
Appreciate everybody of y'all
It's the king of the north
Yeah
Let this year be a hell of a year
It's 2023, baby
I'm surprised I made it this far
Depression, disorders
But as long as I got God I got everything
So, again
Let this year be a hell of a year
My name is Kidd
And fuck everything that was
Let's start new from here
Let's go