Tear Me Apart

I have a past that tends to taunt me
I run from it but, it's exhausting
Call me psycho, at least you called me
Tell me why am I falling?
Fall for you when I should be running
I hate every girl that I fall in love with
I gave you my heart, it's all for nothing

You tear me apart
You tear me apart
You tear me apart

You're everything that I need, everything that I needed
A future in us and I'm too blind to see it
You tell me you love me but I don't believe it
I go off my ex and I make her the reason
Why me and you could never happily be in
A relationship, we'd devalue a meaning
You're trying to fix broken I'm hoping you seen
You can't put me together when I am in pieces
'Cos when I think of you, all I feel is numb

To my new girl, I know how to love
I'm paranoid, I'mma fuck it up
Our love void, putting trust in us
I got fucked over when I tried it once
Now my insecurities are levelled up
I always assume what's ahead of us
So I leave you, knowing you're the one

I'm stuck inside a paradigm
Of not trusting those that step into my life
I will not suffer heart break a second time
And she asked why, and I replied

I have a past that tends to taunt me
I run from it but, it's exhausting
Call me psycho, at least you called me
Tell me why am I falling?
Fall for you when I should be running
I hate every girl that I fall in love with
I gave you my heart it's all for nothing

You tear me apart
You tear me apart
You tear me apart

Loving me is a problem
I'm closed off, I don't like talking
I walk in commitment with precaution
My last relationship caused this
I gave her my heart and she lost it
It's safe to say that I'm heartless
I tried to date you to make progress
But the thought of being hurt again is taunting and now

Because of you I'll never know if this is all a game
Standing in hell, I burn in flames
I burn down, down, down
And she asked why and I replied

I have a past that tends to taunt me
I run from it but, it's exhausting
Call me psycho, at least you called me
Tell me why am I falling?
Fall for you when I should be running
I hate every girl that I fall in love with
I gave you my heart it's all for nothing
It's all for nothing