Afterthoughts

I hear nothing
When I call out your name
Feels like
My words lost their weight
I got used to your silence
I feel nothing
When I see your face
Cos with time, I had to change
I got used to your silence, oh
And the memories we made
It was all in fucking vain
I watched it slowly fade
And it kills me to know that
It won't hurt like it used to
Wish it hurt like it used to
But now you're just an afterthought
Just an afterthought, ooh
Why don't it hurt like it used to
The only thing I held onto
But now you're just an afterthought
Just an afterthought, ooh
And I blamed you
When I couldn't understand it
Woah
Then I blamed myself
Just so I could make sense of it
Oh, I wanted what they all had
When you left, took it right out my fucking hands
Now we'll never stand a chance
A chance, a chance
And the memories we made
It was all in fucking vain
I watched it slowly fade
And it kills me to know that
It won't hurt like it used to
Wish it hurt like it used to
But now you're just an afterthought
Just an afterthought, ooh
Why don't it hurt like it used to
The only thing I held onto
But now you're just an afterthought
Just an afterthought, ooh
And the memories we made
It was all in fucking vain
I watched it slowly fade
And it kills me to know that