Searching 4 Something

I been searching
Searching for something
And I'm closer than I ever been
Life really took a big bend
And I notice that I'm heaven sent
Can't sink my ship I'm going in the deep end
I ain't afraid to swim no more
I had to find some meaning
So I looked deep inside my heart
In my head, the time that I spend, contemplating everything I said
Can't go on no longer
Had to get up & cross the border
Know I got to play it smarter
Know my journey is much farther
Pot of gold, end of the rainbow
Is it real of fake, should I let go
Or should I hold on
I don't know it's complicating
Or am I making it that way?
I got to get it right
I don't want to go that way
If I keep going at this pace, imma end up lapping all the competition
Yeah this is a new edition
I'm just gonna keep my distance
Most niggas really be fiction
They be fake
They be snakes
Just stay away
I been searching
Searching for something
And I'm closer than I ever been
Life really took a big bend
And I notice that I'm heaven sent
Can't sink my ship I'm going in the deep end
I ain't afraid to swim no more
I had to find some meaning
So I looked deep inside my heart
In my head, the time that I spend, contemplating everything I said
Can't go on no longer
Had to get up & cross the border
Know I got to play it smarter
Know my journey is much farther