Fear

[Verse 1]
Uh,Right
I wake up with another bad dream
Always tension and eery themes
Dreams feel like a reality
It’s not always as it seems
Meds fuck my mental peace
Take hours before I fall asleep
Inching for the drugs that I need
Drugs over love but not the weed
I think someone is trying to kill me?
Maybe I’m paranoid can’t you see
Fear taking over me and my needed sleep
Am I crazy how that sounds?
Do I need another ounce?
Cocaine fills the void of the bounce,uh

[Chorus]
I just wish I could wake up feel the heavens of the sky
I don’t know if I’ll be here but I know I’ll havе another life
I know your watching me from afar but don’t worry don’t you cry
I’m always thinking about еveryone else but not my poor old mind
Am I crazy how that sounds?
I just wish I could wake up feel the heavens of the sky
I don’t know if I’ll be here but I know I’ll have another life
I know your watching me from afar but don’t worry don’t you cry
I’m always thinking about everyone else but not my poor old mind
Am I crazy how that sounds?

[Verse 2]
Take the chance now to reflect
No news no text
Gotta keep going on to the next
Shawty ignoring me what did I expect?
When things get hard you see the real direct
Can’t face people when I’m going though types of stress
Reading the bible to put me at ease
All Father take hold of me
As I pray to myself to cleanse my sins
Forgive me for 2023 for my mistakes
I never wanted to lose my faith
I never wanted to lose the people who meant a lot to me
I never wanted to lose myself and die before 28
Each year gets harder until you find a way,ay?
I just wanna be forgiven and have a clean slate
I’m sorry to all the people I’ve hurt on this journey

[Chorus]
I just wish I could wake up feel the heavens of the sky
I don’t know if I’ll be here but I know I’ll have another life
I know your watching me from afar but don’t worry don’t you cry
I’m always thinking about everyone else but not my poor old mind
Am I crazy how that sounds?
I just wish I could wake up feel the heavens of the sky
I don’t know if I’ll be here but I know I’ll have another life
I know your watching me from afar but don’t worry don’t you cry
I’m always thinking about everyone else but not my poor old mind
Am I crazy how that sounds?

[Bridge]
Oooooo

[Chorus]
I just wish I could wake up feel the heavens of the sky
I don’t know if I’ll be here but I know I’ll have another life
I know your watching me from afar but don’t worry don’t you cry
I’m always thinking about everyone else but not my poor old mind
Am I crazy how that sounds?
I just wish I could wake up feel the heavens of the sky
I don’t know if I’ll be here but I know I’ll have another life
I know your watching me from afar but don’t worry don’t you cry
I’m always thinking about everyone else but not my poor old mind
Am I crazy how that sounds?