Hate

[Verse]
Y’all niggas don’t help me at all
I might overdose on some adderall
Then kill myself so you can laugh it all off
Funny to you but but it’s not funny at all
Fuck ya niggas
I do my shit
Run my clique
Suck a dick
I’ll fuck ya bitch
Off the Rip
Shit this
How many there for me? Holy shit
How many see me? How many miss me? None
I’m always there But when I’m not there I’m the fake one
Haha cunt
This shit too annoying for me to deal with
I came from the bottom and there’s nothing for me my nigga
I had manage and go though it all alone my nigga
It’s not a joke that I still wanna die alone
I wanted to give all my money away and go broke
Things change over time But my mind stays the same
I hate everything And I hate everyone
I hate this feeling of people of doing me wrong
I hate myself for putting myself down
I go to drugs to reassure myself
Take some coke to strain this mental health
Now I repeat myself And turn into a circle now
I’m a burden yeah I’m burden to everyone around
But Fuck everyone
Who’s really here if I feel I have no one
There’s days you feel bros are not really your days 1s
There’s days you feel the girl your with are talking to more than one guy
Share secrets together then the next it’s goodbye
I’m Scared to die I’m scared to cry
I give money away to give some light
I’m half way though life and I feel it’s a losing fight
I gave five hundred to my ex’s friend for no reason
I gave over two thousand to everyone and I realise what was the reason
Shit now my hearts starts beating
Realising I could of used that money to myself
Or better yet for my mental health
But this world is falling apart already
Seeing the coronavirus and vaccines that are doing shit lately
Name me 5 good things that have came out this world
Cause I’m pretty sure this is a cold cold world
I’m hoping 2021 to be a better world
This is the intro so light up that smoke
Been depressed for far too long
It’s still here and it still hasn’t gone
It’s a battle with myself for years
Dealing with pain on what it holds dear
Everyday I question loyalties as I fear
Cause I’ve had enough up to here
Who’s next who’s going to leave me this year