N2o

Say enough about disappointment
Never mention being afraid
I try each new way to avoid it
Just I do a lot of talking
Say nothing

I should save my head
For the nitrous
Instead of thinking

First I had him in my mouth
Then I had him in my body
I was drunk but I think I liked it
Guess this proves a lot of nothing
Improves nothing

Laughter is my best friend
Nothing hurts like thinking

I'm so afraid of being me
And So afraid of what that means