Gift and a Curse

I miss you, just a little
But I don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil
So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse
I miss you, just a little
But I don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil
So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse

Told you things but I never follow the things I say
Things were going good, once I had you it went the other way
Had you on my side, had you flying, you almost levitate
Now you the things we do crazy, that shit was everyday
Ice cold, dripping
Clicquot sipping
Top floor living
I can't give in
I know this lifestyle is crazy and you can't handle that
I told you things and I meant 'em, I had to take 'em back

I miss you, just a little
But I don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil
So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse
I miss you, just a little
But I don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil
So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Yeah, I'm a gift and a curse if you ain't know (if you ain't know)
I took you places that these haters say we can't go (they say we can't go)
But that was way before my life had finally changed though (finally changed though)
Wish I could throw it all away, on your say so (aye, aye, aye)
'Cause I miss you just a little
Got me feeling like the monkey in the middle of this lifestyle, it's a devil
And I say it don't hurt but it only gets worse, yeah

I miss you, just a little
But I don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil
So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse
I miss you, just a little
But I don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil
So I left you first, that's a gift and a curse