The Half of It

[Verse 1]
I know that I'm a mess and you can tell
And there's a million different things that I will do, but won't do well
I know my hands are rugged and not delicate to the touch
You say I apologize too much

[Chorus 1]
You don't know the half of it
There's things I'd never let you in on
They're not my secrets to tell
When you ask if I'm okay, inside, a part of me breaks
I don't think you'd take the truth well
I don't think you'd take the truth well

[Verse 2]
Do you think you'd ever change your mind?
I know you're the damaged try-to-fix-me type of guy
I don't think I'd be that helpful if I tried
But you push me away and don't say why

[Chorus 2]
But then, I don't know the half of it
There's things you'd never let me in on
They're not your secrets to tell
When you ask if I'm okay, inside a part of me breaks
I don't think you'd take the truth well
I don't think you'd take the truth well

[Bridge]
My ghosts never leave my side
Sometimes I swear you see them in my smile
You were never all that kind, but you were kind of intimidating
I mistook the nervous waiting for something else
And you can tell, and you can tell that you're still on my mind
I won't apologize this time

[Chorus 1]
'Cause you don't know the half of it
There's things I'd never let you in on
They're not my secrets to tell
When you ask if I'm okay, inside, a part of me breaks
I don't think you'd take the truth well
I don't think you'd take the truth well