Dependable People and Things That I’m Sure Of

I know that he loves me
As I watch him leave
I'd do anything at all
To hear his voice call me
But now theres a shadow
Where once stood a beam
He's searching for colour
In a sepia scene

And the cold wind blows
Like my grip on a string
That I held so close now
He's not listening
He's not listening

But I can go out there
I can be someone else
We all have the power to
Do this shit to ourselves
But in the quiet times
When nobody can see
I'm letting my thoughts get
Bigger than me

And the cold wind blows
And the spring never came
And I feel so sick to hear his name

Oh how he left me
Cos we went too far
I looked at my body
I learnt how to drive a car
I had my family
And I had my friends
But oh how I wanted to be with him again

And I know he's somewhere that he wants to be
And I only wish he wanted that with me

But I can run further than I could before
I can laugh louder
I can dance till I'm sore
Then in the morning I
I can do it again
I just have to keep moving
Don't ever stop moving
And all of this envy and all of this fear
Will just be a memory of this shitty year

And I'm so much older than I want to be
But there's so much more if I take it easy