Introversion

There is no other way
It's my sway out
Separation from the limitations
My writing is my meditation
Music is my medication
It's a starving aspiration for a healthy vegetation
How much wasted time can I allow
I see my bags, are starting wear out
I'm on a drought on where to live now
Every 6 months, I have to adjust
All I am is just an upper class bum with his closet in his trunk
I have no other choice but to face what's below
Ran for so long, I forgot to grow
To be a better man, with a plan to land
I don't know how much of these setbacks I can withstand
So I jumped face first into my soul
Finding in my screen-writing didn't have full control
The world is spinning through my eye
Take a piece of the design
Completely unified, with the archetype
Directing my vision, to see more than what's in front of me
When you drown in life, I guess you learn to see
No longer am I afraid of death
But I'll be damned if my heart don't beat the quest
So who would've known
I've got my building stones
Gonna build a home, that I can call my own
My movement of choice, is to live with joy
Telling the demons, I am the one they really should avoid

Made a deal with God when I played hop-scotch
Now I'm charmed with a mission slot to grow crops
I don't talk about my problems for your entertainment
I expose cards in my hand as illustrated
If you ask, I don't mind a talk
Just know I've died more inside
Than the outer steps I've walked
Trying to keep composure was numbed by the alcohol
Once you tried every escape, you become a cannonball
So I'm done running in my circles
Jumping the hurdles, to keep myself universal
I have to get my shit together, no matter the weather
Can't spread my feathers, without passing this semester
My pages are written
To the question marks, and periods
Age doesn't make a man with no experience
Living life because it's all I have left
I paid off my depressed debt, by giving into progress

Take it in, ride the spiral of life