Disease

I'll take the blame
So you don't have to feel ashamed
I'll hide your pain
So deep that you won't feel a thing

As I hold you
I'm drowning too
I'll hide my tears
To help you through
But inside I'm screaming for some healing
Never felt so empty
And I'm telling you
It's slowly killing me
Bleeding for some meaning
I need to know there's something more to living than this horrible disease

I'll block it out, the screams that fill my mind with doubt
Pleas quiet down, I need you to be calm, not shout

Calm wash it down, to help you take it easy
To keep your heart form freezing
Just for now