This Is Goodbye

To all the negative thoughts that I get in my head
To all the times I used to cry and wish I was I dead
To all the stress I used to feel over paying my rent
To all the fake friends in my life that came and went
To all the doubt that I felt in myself in the past
To all drugs that I did and the parties I crashed
To all the late night talks and the plans that I made
To all the jobs that I hated and the games that I played
To all the hearts that I broke every path that I crossed
All the chances that I took and all the money that I lost
To all the times in gutter fucking struggling to eat
Always running from police and causing trouble in the street
To all the times I felt so alone sick and depressed
To all the people from my past I wish you the best
To the life that I used to live cause I was living a lie
Now I’m just moving on from everything
And this is goodbye

To all the shit that I did wrong
What didn’t kill me made me strong
But I been out here way too long
I guess this is goodbye
And I don’t know where I belong
They never knew me all along
I was there but now I’m gone
I guess this is goodbye

To all the sadness that I felt all the worries and the fears
To the nights I spend alone crying buried in my tears
All the times that I was hurt all the times that I was scared
All the damage that I caused that could never be repaired
To all the people that I put on that never show respect
To all the faces I remember and the ones that I forget
To all the anger and aggression the pain and the depression
All these thoughts inside my brain putting strain on my progression
All the endless sacrifices all the times I paid the cost
The investments that I made knowing I would take a loss
To all the passion that I felt for this music I create
To all the fans that say they love me and the ones that can relate
To all the times I did the talking now I’m listening instead
I don’t plan on falling off so ima quit while I’m ahead
If you don’t see me after this and you ever wonder why
It’s because I’m moving on from everything
And this is goodbye

To all the shit that I did wrong
What didn’t kill me made me strong
But I been out here way too long
I guess this is goodbye
I don’t know where I belong
They never knew me all along
I was there but now I’m gone
I guess this is goodbye