Candy Coated Contentness
Ryz Drogon
I'm confused as to where I am anymore
I'm happy yet distraught, content yet I'm frightened
Frightened of what I've built myself
This sickly sweet contentness
Is swallowing me whole
Do I deserve what I have now
No, I don't deserve it at all
This contentness
Compliant yet self-involved yet
Still I'm barely happy and
I'm nowhere near fulfilled
Help me, I'm drowning
Help me, I'm drowning
Please help mе, I'm drowning
Someone help mе, I'm drowning
Don't stop to help me
I'm drowning
You're getting what you deserve
You're getting what you deserve
You're getting what you deserve
I'm getting what I deserve