Smile Wide

I know that I’ve gone too far
Maybe you wouldn’t get it
That’s just how you are
It's complicated

I'm just jaded
Losing all my sparkle
Overrated
Spiral in a black hole
Watch the paint thin
Watch it disappear
Until I tell myself, "Stop being alone"
Smile wide and just stare at the phone

Losing all the time on my hands
(Losing all the time on my hands)
My legs are shaking
Rubbed by sweaty hands
Always replicated

I'm just jaded
Losing all my sparkle
Overrated
Spiral in a black hole
Watch the paint thin
Watch it disappear
Until I tell myself, "Stop being alonе"
Smile wide and just stare at thе phone

I could walk through the park in the evening
Make a scene
Scream obscenities
Scream anything
Would I cut it if I laid here, wasted everything?
Would you mind if I simply did this every day?

I’m complaining so often now
I shouldn’t bother
You walk the walk while I talk the talk
And bury myself farther
I’m complaining so often now
I shouldn’t bother
You walk the walk while I talk the talk
And bury myself farther

I'm just jaded
Losing all my sparkle
Overrated
Spiral in a black hole
Watch the paint thin
Watch it disappear
Until I tell myself, "Stop being alone"
Smile wide and just stare at the phone

I’m complaining so often now
I shouldn’t bother
You walk the walk while I talk the talk
And bury myself farther
I’m complaining so often now
I shouldn’t bother
You walk the walk while I talk the talk
And bury myself farther