Love that wasn't love

I will waste away here on my kitchen floor
Weary eyes I'm tired, smell like alcohol
Watch me lay down in self pity
Opened window, locked front door
Just waiting for someone to find me
Oh I'm so alone (So alone)
Being kind is hard
When all you're ever taught is how to
Save yourself from love
That wasn't love right from the start
Give me some rest from running
I've been on my feet since last July
I'm so tired
So tired
As I lay there bleeding knowing damn well
It was me who caused the cut
I wonder who will notice first that I'm gone
This selfish way of living
Will eventually destroy me
And I know that but I'm incapable of change
Fucking up a good thing
Just to make myself detestable
Metaphorically speaking I'm the worst
I resent myself for thinking
Even half of what I think about all day
Oh god, please just make it stop
Cause being kind is hard
When all you're ever taught is how to
Save yourself from love
That wasn't love right from the start
Give me some rest from running
I've been on my feet since last July
I'm so tired
So tired
I had to save myself from love
That wasn't love right from the start
But things are different now
Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
Save yourself from love
That wasn't love right from the start
Give me some rest from running
I've been on my feet since last July
I'm so tired
So tired
Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)
Every action has a consequence (Has a consequence)