Much Against Everyone's Advice

I seem to have a history
At missing the point
At this stuff
Apparently
Very absentmindedly
I care
But never enough
For you

Time to put the record straight
Time to stop communicating
Please anticipate

I'm trying to comprehend the things I write
And I'm living the lie that I cannot satisfy
Much against everyone's advice
I'm still trying, trying
I'm trying, I'm trying

Faith
Cheated me of everything
But I laughed until
I stopped
Publicly
Very, very openly
I sat alone with my thoughts for

Time to put the record straight
Time to stop communicating
Please anticipate

I'm trying to comprehend the things I write
And I'm living the lie that I cannot satisfy
Much against everyone's advice
Look, I'm still trying, trying
I'm trying, I'm trying