I Don't Want To Die In NY [Remix]

I said it with my hand
Over my mouth
So you wouldn’t see
That ugly part of me.
And I wish I wouldn’t break down
Around
The 3 weeks I had
Clean
And I wish I wouldn’t break down
Again and again.
‘Cause it’s been 3 long years
But feels more like 10
But I’m going home
Oh no
There’s an old me there too
And I don’t wanna care anymore
But I feel like I can’t.
And I wish I wouldn’t break down
Around
The 3 weeks I had
Straight
And I wish I wouldn’t break down
The 2 weeks I had.
‘Cause I don’t wanna die in New York
But I feel like I am
No I won’t
No I can’t.