5AM(cold)

How should I feel?
This is too real, it's just (left me colder)
Truth is revealing, when stars hit the ceiling it's (taking over me.)
Lost in my recovery,
It'd be a lie to call it comforting
Revising human nature
I'm aligned with my discovery
But my mind has got me wondering..
Who's for now, and what's for later?
Who'll provide romantic love for me?
Who'll provide plutonic company?
Draw the line like the equator.
Picture smile add the filter to kill the word of mouth
This unnecessary conflict tell me what it's all about
Tryna find the purpose and reminder that I'm worth it
And to never deal with people that just want to see me doubt
I wanna make a difference I see chaos in the clout
The behavior is so similar to looking for an out
A mind full of conditioning
I long for natural energy
I'm missing peace of mind
The feeling of serenity
Depression is my enemy
This little light of mine
To me it still mean everything