Hedgehog’s Dilemma

What does it mean to connect
If all we do is hurt?
If we do let our guard down
Then all we do is prod

Our defense mechanism
Are meant to protect
Not make us happy
(not make us happy)
A double edge sword
Keeps you perpetually trapped
(perpetually trapped)

Why should we suffer through this just to feel the warmth?

Can I make it through this winter on my own?
I don't want to die alone, but I know this future's not ours
I stand still, feel the needles dig in
I grit my teeth through the pain because I know