Before the Weekend

I open my eyes and I realise all of my clothes are wet
I would love to change the taste in my mouth but if I move I'm gonna be sick again
The dirt stamped on my face tells me I have slept on this carpet
And the smell of food mixes with the happy voices coming across the kitchen
And I'm doing my best but I just can't stand on my legs
Do you remember me like I would like you to remember of me
Like I was hilarious and funny, spontaneous and crazy
Not the actual piece of shit
Do you think it was the craziest night of our life?
Or did you spent 3 hours
Just making sure
I would not get lost in the city?
While screaming out loud I have pissed all over my pants
And I should try to drink more water before the weekend
Cuz I want to see my besties and hope I'm getting totally wasted again
I'm almost 40 but it's more like 20 inside of my head
I just hope the younger generation understands
I don't feel alive unless I have something to drink in my hand
I lost motivation of achieving anything and I'm pretty sure that won't change
Right now there's nothing I can do that could reassure my parents
It's just that when I look at them with blood on my teeth
I wish they'd smile back to me
Or at the least I wish they could land me some rent money
And I should try to drink more water before the weekend
Cuz I want to see my besties and hope I'm getting totally wasted again
I'm almost 40 but it's more like 20 inside of my head
I just hope the younger generation understands
And I should try to drink more water before the weekend
Cuz I want to see my besties and hope I'm getting totally wasted again
I'm almost 40 but it's more like 20 inside of my head
I just hope the younger generation understands